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    gender crisis issues
    Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 12:58 AM

    i am so disappointed with the fact that people think EVERYONE i like in showbiz is gay :(
    first of all,enchong dee. i thought too that he was gay but when i saw him in swim meets,he just acts 'malamya',as people say,but he's just being gentle. Same thing goes with paolo ballesteros and david archuleta! they are molded into that because of circumstances,so who are we to judge? not knowing what they've gone through and what they are going through.

    this is so sad :(

    and if ever they are gay: especially paolo,he could just say it right away because as what he said,he is not a big star,he just appears on television everyday and hes just doing his job. ive also seen paolo on ice and i didnt recognize him at first. he is such a smiling person and seemed approachable. hes nice and if being nice would make a man gay,id rather marry a gay than tough guys whom i am not comfortable with.

    i know a specific guy in school that acts 'malamya' but he is straight. yes,he might play girl with the swim team most of the time but he really is straight.
    Past few happenings!
    Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 12:12 AM












    Sta. Rosa Laguna again! We happened to past by Nuvali when we were going to tagaytay. They decided to stroll around here instead. The place is so relaxing!

    We stayed in BelAir Sta. Rosa for four days. I met two new friends--Kemyr and Jacome. Weird name,eh? They're totally cool! I have a crush on Jacome but I only saw him once. We had a conversation..just hello and goodbye :( It was nice meeting them though!








    Our prom night was held on March 28 and I was in the same table with Jirel,Lyka,Arvin,Sharmaine,etc..so as expected,we were the raddest group. Had slow danced with some of my friends.. :)
    GREATLY DISTURBED!
    Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 10:50 PM

    That question has a very huge impact on me that I'm getting very close to experiencing minor insanity right now.

    The funny thing is that people get very absolute with things. Like the question on my formspring,for example:

    Do You Think You're A Good Friend?

    Well,not to everybody.


    So You Think You're A Plastic? (Based From The Answer I Got From My Previous Question)

    the question about being a good friend right? not being a good friend doesn't directly mean that you are PLASTIC. I'm not always there for some of them and that doesnt make me a good friend.


    These kinds of questions get really under my skin. No,I'm not overreacting to it,I'm just way too disturbed as to who asked that question and why did he take my answer too absolute. As a matter of fact,everything in this world is relative. Not because I'm not a good friend to everyone means that I'm a plastic. Okay,I know I sound very absurd to you but try to step into my shoe,you'll get very distured as I am right now(Unless you are not susceptible..).

    Screw this.

    You may call me naive.
    Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 9:48 PM

    I may be paranoid about some stuff,but definitely not off the hook paranoia. It is better to contemplate the situation you're in with someone especially if it seems so messed up than not knowing what's going on at all. At least I try to settle things before moving forward. It's intricate at first that you feel like giving up,but it works like a lubricant in the long run.
    Swimming isn't the only thing I do on this planet.
    Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 5:09 PM

    The last week of the school year 2009-2010!
    I'm glad I'll be able to escape all those crap along the way in a matter of week. And it's awesome to just read,sleep and go shopping anytime you want. But then there's training. I heard that our coach's scheduled a session in the morning and in the afternoon. I won't attend the morning training everyday,I need adequate sleeping hours! It's reasonable to schedule a morning session but what made it worse is that we will still do this next school year :| What a life.

    Possible Scenario:
    --Classroom--
    Teacher: Jinger! Stand up! You can't sit down til you're wide awake!
    Jinger: *falls asleep while standing up*
    --OSA--
    Teacher: This student is always sleeping during classhours!
    PanLao: O,Jinger why are you sleeping in class?
    Jinger: *falls asleep in OSA*
    Teacher: See?
    PanLao: She has massive eyebags! *wakes Jinger up*
    Teacher: Jinger,stay awake for a while okay?! That's what happens when you stay on facebook overnight!
    Jinger: I'm not logging in on my facebook anymore
    PanLao: Then why are you sleepy in class?
    Jinger: I have 2 training sessions per day,one in the morning and one in the afternoon. You don't know?
    --OSA part 2--
    Teacher: Hannah Cheng and Ron Tan,they always sleep in my class!
    PanLao: We've got some swimmer problem here. Call coach Berna immediately.
    Coach Berna: Yes ma'am?
    PanLao: Your kids can barely stay awake in class,you have to cancel either their morning or afternoon session.
    Coach Berna: But--
    PanLao: No buts,shut it out.
    Coach Berna: Yes ma'am.


    AND THAT'S THE DAWN OF THE SWIMMING TEAM'S GREATEST GLORY.


    Haha! My imagination's overworking.