Woohoo! Closing exercise of high school is today,and so is the claiming of report cards. If you have read the post before this,you'd know that I'm worrying about my grade because I may take summer classes...which I find pretty embarrassing and waste of time. But God is good. I passed all the subjects. But my English general average fluctuate,for 2 points TT_TT

Ah,nevermind. The training today was easy-hard. This is the last day of training for my best friend. I though he was mad at me because he was ignoring me as if wasn't there. But as I talked to him,it turned out to be...he wants me to say Hi to him first before he do. Sucks? yep. He promised me that we'll still be best friends when he come back. He's flying off to China. Study tour.

Well,just blabbing...nothing much to write.
I love You,God.♥
The day I'm afraid to come is already near. The day with no best friends presence. Some of them I won't see in months,some of them weeks. I imagined what will happen and the worst case scenario was 'extreme sadness'. Well,not so sure though. But I'll really really miss them all.
Another thing thats bothering me is....I may attend summer class for tsong hap. I hate it and I feel as if I'm not interested in studying. I really feel awful and shameful. Feeling ko wala akong kwenta.

On a better note--This week had been a great week for me,I guess. I had no absent in summer swimming training and I had a pretty good momentum at the moment. And I hope that it'll stay forever. I always pray before training,I pray for enough strength and God did provide me. Thank You,Lord.

EARTH HOUR.
Please join.
I just thought of something out of random emotions I had earlier--


For me,it depends. If the training status for the day is 'fast/sprint' I'd choose swimming,but if not,I'd choose love.
Love. I got tired of it. I trust God that everything has its purpose. In His time,all things are made perfect. So I'll just wait for Mr. Right Guy to come. Even though falling is inevitable?

Homework. Answers can be searched on Google anytime :) Answers can be copied from a seatmate!

Swimming training. Its dreadful for me.
Speaking of swimming,I made the right choice--I trained. I prayed for God for enough strength to finish the workout and also prayed for a moderate workout. We only did 800m-100 backstroke,100 freestyle for warm-up. Then 400m butterfly drills as part. Then backstroke start..
That part was the best....much better than a normal mainset. But our body hurts and will probably hurt more tomorrow :|
Then 10x50m backstroke with starts. NAKAKAPAGOD,my gas! Then EASY... =)

See? I made the right choice. Thanks to God. I'll swim tomorrow...why? no coach Berna.
HA-HA-HA-HA-HA!!!!!!! >:)

P.s. Regarding the entry before this,I think its nonesense. I just got bored and blogged about my new fave band which is 'The All-American Rejects'. Love them though. I just didn't deliver it right :|
The All-American Rejects,my new favorite band. Their songs are catchy and the lead singer,Tyson Ritter,is so HAWT.
Everything started at JamLegend.com. I played their song Gives You Hell. The first time I heard it,I immediately liked the song so I searched and listened to their other songs. I find it catchy and kewl and totally awesome.
Share lang :)

Bands I listen to: Boys Like Girls,The Fray,Augustana,Forever the Sickest Kids,Dashboard Confessional,The All-American Rejects,Motion City Soundtrack,The Used,Clouds and Cities,All Time Low,The Maine,Mayday Parade,The Click 5,Maroon 5,Simple Plan,Air Supply, Aerosmith,Carpenters,Westlife,A1,Backstreet Boys,My Chemical Romance,Jimmy Eat World,We the Kings.
Hey cyberspace. I'm actually studying for the final battle of this school year. I just dropped by to scribble something. I just want my life back before. The time when I was fully interested in swimming,the time I wasn't lazy to train. The time when I was thin and not feeling teen at all =)
I just want those days because I guess I have less problems. Everyday seemed the same but when I looked back its completely different. Things change,people change. Its inevitable. I guess,that's the truth I find really hard to accept. But after all,this year,when I had an accident,I found true friends. Those who really care. I may be happy because I was not having lots of problems before but maybe I was just on an ordinary road of life,no sadness,no happiness. Just carefree.
Now,I'm starting to experience life. And I define it as a continuous ups and downs.Its when sometimes I do feel happy and sometimes sad. I may not understand but I'll just trust God because I know He is good.
You can only say you experience life if you're experiencing complications. It may hurt you,but it will be beneficial someday if you learn from it. I just feel something awkward inside that a normal teenager should...I bet you know what that is =)

Summer's in the corner. I know everybody's excited. But not me. Summer time,for me,is a real tough season. I like school days better. Why? because swimming training is extra harder. You get to swim about 5 miles a session. Summer,I'll miss my classmates. And those swimmers on vacation. I wish I won't get lazy again x_x.

Btw,congratulations to Ahya Anthony and Atchie Jewel!!!! Newly wed =)

Hi! I'm feeling better now. I'm happy with my life at the moment. Things are pretty much easier right now.
Nothing quite bothering nor complicated =)

Today's the last day of regular classes. 2 Red has been a big help for me. The supported me & cheered me up. The class is so random and has alot of epic adventure inside the classroom =))
Some teachers said that 2 red is the most blissful section,the section where they had most fun.

Group study tomorrow :)
another epic day,for sure.


The waterpolo was freakin' fun. It was the best. My cheeks ached because of too much laughter. We made too much stupidity. Stupidity like hitting the ball at their base,passing the ball to the opponent and such stuff. Its been 1 year since we didn't play that game. Brings back the fun :))

Recognition day. Last year was way way way better than this year's celebration. Less flowers,less food,less fun. My best friend. He was sitting beside me but at the middle of the event,he sat on the other table. I was left out of place and he knew that. That is a real big deal for me. He's always leaving me..........and he asked me if I was okay,I didn't answer,I was sleepy and tired. Until one of my friend told him what I was feeling....or the feeling of being left out. He sat beside me after and then told me that he didn't left. I said he did. He replied "What's important is that I'm already here." I feel numb :|
Went to the library after. He didn't left me even though his friends attended the class. I asked him why he didn't attend and he told me I won't leave you alone. That was until the other crew came. Out of place again. It hurts so badly,just so you know.

Relay,relay,relay. Tiring but fun.
Basically,I auditioned for chorale because of some facts: (1) To have fun/ gain experience. (2) To excel in other activities. (3) Too many swimmers had auditioned. And the last,but not the least. The one that might trigger you for hating me, (4) To have an alibi for swimming.
I was a bit nervous. We were told to sing the last 2 lines of Lupang Hinirang which is "Aming ligaya, na ‘pag may mang-aapi.Ang mamatay nang dahil sa ‘yo." Credit: Google. Yes,I don't know the right lyrics of Lupang Hinirang. Shame on me. Atchie Pat said I was good. Qualified for suprano 1. Great. Praise the Lord.
As far as I can tell,there are more than 10 swimmers in chorale. Will coach be mad at us? probably yes. From swimmers to singers.
Its like a trip or more like a trend,the least expected people auditioned.
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la!!!!!!! =))

I didn't swim.My reason is..."I'm going to study for tomorrow's computer periodical test" or something like "I have to teach someone for the perio tomorrow".
>:)
Waterpolo tomorrow,hopefully.
NAT mock test was tiring but fun in a way. Fun because no classes,seatworks or tests. Tiring because we were to shade about 300 circles. We got lazy so we just shade random circles =)
It was just a trial after all. 60 minutes per subject,60 items per subject...so 1 minute per item. Shade randomly you'll spend 5 minutes,answer as if its the real NAT test you probably finish about 50 minutes.
Again,its just a trial,not graded,no point of exerting lots of efforts. But having free time is an advantage. You'll get enough rest >:)

Bonding time with Grehon & Charles after class. They became a nigger! wahahahahaha :))
Food tripping. Went to 7/11,then back to school.
Well,pretty confidential,froggy and me has the same problem when with Grehon. We were being left out of place. Not his fault he has lots of friends though. So I planned for something and froggy followed. Grehon realized then. >:)
APIR FROGGY! =))

Woohoo! Closing exercise of high school is today,and so is the claiming of report cards. If you have read the post before this,you'd know that I'm worrying about my grade because I may take summer classes...which I find pretty embarrassing and waste of time. But God is good. I passed all the subjects. But my English general average fluctuate,for 2 points TT_TT

Ah,nevermind. The training today was easy-hard. This is the last day of training for my best friend. I though he was mad at me because he was ignoring me as if wasn't there. But as I talked to him,it turned out to be...he wants me to say Hi to him first before he do. Sucks? yep. He promised me that we'll still be best friends when he come back. He's flying off to China. Study tour.

Well,just blabbing...nothing much to write.
I love You,God.♥
The day I'm afraid to come is already near. The day with no best friends presence. Some of them I won't see in months,some of them weeks. I imagined what will happen and the worst case scenario was 'extreme sadness'. Well,not so sure though. But I'll really really miss them all.
Another thing thats bothering me is....I may attend summer class for tsong hap. I hate it and I feel as if I'm not interested in studying. I really feel awful and shameful. Feeling ko wala akong kwenta.

On a better note--This week had been a great week for me,I guess. I had no absent in summer swimming training and I had a pretty good momentum at the moment. And I hope that it'll stay forever. I always pray before training,I pray for enough strength and God did provide me. Thank You,Lord.

EARTH HOUR.
Please join.
I just thought of something out of random emotions I had earlier--


For me,it depends. If the training status for the day is 'fast/sprint' I'd choose swimming,but if not,I'd choose love.
Love. I got tired of it. I trust God that everything has its purpose. In His time,all things are made perfect. So I'll just wait for Mr. Right Guy to come. Even though falling is inevitable?

Homework. Answers can be searched on Google anytime :) Answers can be copied from a seatmate!

Swimming training. Its dreadful for me.
Speaking of swimming,I made the right choice--I trained. I prayed for God for enough strength to finish the workout and also prayed for a moderate workout. We only did 800m-100 backstroke,100 freestyle for warm-up. Then 400m butterfly drills as part. Then backstroke start..
That part was the best....much better than a normal mainset. But our body hurts and will probably hurt more tomorrow :|
Then 10x50m backstroke with starts. NAKAKAPAGOD,my gas! Then EASY... =)

See? I made the right choice. Thanks to God. I'll swim tomorrow...why? no coach Berna.
HA-HA-HA-HA-HA!!!!!!! >:)

P.s. Regarding the entry before this,I think its nonesense. I just got bored and blogged about my new fave band which is 'The All-American Rejects'. Love them though. I just didn't deliver it right :|
The All-American Rejects,my new favorite band. Their songs are catchy and the lead singer,Tyson Ritter,is so HAWT.
Everything started at JamLegend.com. I played their song Gives You Hell. The first time I heard it,I immediately liked the song so I searched and listened to their other songs. I find it catchy and kewl and totally awesome.
Share lang :)

Bands I listen to: Boys Like Girls,The Fray,Augustana,Forever the Sickest Kids,Dashboard Confessional,The All-American Rejects,Motion City Soundtrack,The Used,Clouds and Cities,All Time Low,The Maine,Mayday Parade,The Click 5,Maroon 5,Simple Plan,Air Supply, Aerosmith,Carpenters,Westlife,A1,Backstreet Boys,My Chemical Romance,Jimmy Eat World,We the Kings.
Hey cyberspace. I'm actually studying for the final battle of this school year. I just dropped by to scribble something. I just want my life back before. The time when I was fully interested in swimming,the time I wasn't lazy to train. The time when I was thin and not feeling teen at all =)
I just want those days because I guess I have less problems. Everyday seemed the same but when I looked back its completely different. Things change,people change. Its inevitable. I guess,that's the truth I find really hard to accept. But after all,this year,when I had an accident,I found true friends. Those who really care. I may be happy because I was not having lots of problems before but maybe I was just on an ordinary road of life,no sadness,no happiness. Just carefree.
Now,I'm starting to experience life. And I define it as a continuous ups and downs.Its when sometimes I do feel happy and sometimes sad. I may not understand but I'll just trust God because I know He is good.
You can only say you experience life if you're experiencing complications. It may hurt you,but it will be beneficial someday if you learn from it. I just feel something awkward inside that a normal teenager should...I bet you know what that is =)

Summer's in the corner. I know everybody's excited. But not me. Summer time,for me,is a real tough season. I like school days better. Why? because swimming training is extra harder. You get to swim about 5 miles a session. Summer,I'll miss my classmates. And those swimmers on vacation. I wish I won't get lazy again x_x.

Btw,congratulations to Ahya Anthony and Atchie Jewel!!!! Newly wed =)

Hi! I'm feeling better now. I'm happy with my life at the moment. Things are pretty much easier right now.
Nothing quite bothering nor complicated =)

Today's the last day of regular classes. 2 Red has been a big help for me. The supported me & cheered me up. The class is so random and has alot of epic adventure inside the classroom =))
Some teachers said that 2 red is the most blissful section,the section where they had most fun.

Group study tomorrow :)
another epic day,for sure.


The waterpolo was freakin' fun. It was the best. My cheeks ached because of too much laughter. We made too much stupidity. Stupidity like hitting the ball at their base,passing the ball to the opponent and such stuff. Its been 1 year since we didn't play that game. Brings back the fun :))

Recognition day. Last year was way way way better than this year's celebration. Less flowers,less food,less fun. My best friend. He was sitting beside me but at the middle of the event,he sat on the other table. I was left out of place and he knew that. That is a real big deal for me. He's always leaving me..........and he asked me if I was okay,I didn't answer,I was sleepy and tired. Until one of my friend told him what I was feeling....or the feeling of being left out. He sat beside me after and then told me that he didn't left. I said he did. He replied "What's important is that I'm already here." I feel numb :|
Went to the library after. He didn't left me even though his friends attended the class. I asked him why he didn't attend and he told me I won't leave you alone. That was until the other crew came. Out of place again. It hurts so badly,just so you know.

Relay,relay,relay. Tiring but fun.
Basically,I auditioned for chorale because of some facts: (1) To have fun/ gain experience. (2) To excel in other activities. (3) Too many swimmers had auditioned. And the last,but not the least. The one that might trigger you for hating me, (4) To have an alibi for swimming.
I was a bit nervous. We were told to sing the last 2 lines of Lupang Hinirang which is "Aming ligaya, na ‘pag may mang-aapi.Ang mamatay nang dahil sa ‘yo." Credit: Google. Yes,I don't know the right lyrics of Lupang Hinirang. Shame on me. Atchie Pat said I was good. Qualified for suprano 1. Great. Praise the Lord.
As far as I can tell,there are more than 10 swimmers in chorale. Will coach be mad at us? probably yes. From swimmers to singers.
Its like a trip or more like a trend,the least expected people auditioned.
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la!!!!!!! =))

I didn't swim.My reason is..."I'm going to study for tomorrow's computer periodical test" or something like "I have to teach someone for the perio tomorrow".
>:)
Waterpolo tomorrow,hopefully.
NAT mock test was tiring but fun in a way. Fun because no classes,seatworks or tests. Tiring because we were to shade about 300 circles. We got lazy so we just shade random circles =)
It was just a trial after all. 60 minutes per subject,60 items per subject...so 1 minute per item. Shade randomly you'll spend 5 minutes,answer as if its the real NAT test you probably finish about 50 minutes.
Again,its just a trial,not graded,no point of exerting lots of efforts. But having free time is an advantage. You'll get enough rest >:)

Bonding time with Grehon & Charles after class. They became a nigger! wahahahahaha :))
Food tripping. Went to 7/11,then back to school.
Well,pretty confidential,froggy and me has the same problem when with Grehon. We were being left out of place. Not his fault he has lots of friends though. So I planned for something and froggy followed. Grehon realized then. >:)
APIR FROGGY! =))

I'm a junior student from a chinese school somewhere in Manila. I don't know much about me on the inside other than being expressive. I like arts and literature alot. I'm tri-lingual and is working on my Spanish. I also like reading novels,my favorite is The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky. I can say that swimming is my life even though I don't like it sometimes. It brings me both saddness and happiness. I earn scholarship by being on the varsity and half my friends are swimmer. I want to be a graphic designer someday.
I can be define as an artist. I don't write when I don't have something to write about. You can't force me to write if I'm not inspired. I'm emotional,but not in a bad way. I need to reflect on myself to be productive. I listen to music alot. My favorite band at the moment are 98 degrees,Augustana,N'Sync and David Archuleta. It might sound wierd I'm listening to 98 degrees but I think the bands way back in 1998 like 98 degrees,Westlife & Nsync are much better than the bands today.
I don't want to lead a life full of procrastination. I got in so much trouble because of it. Sometimes I can't write what I exactly feel because it's either I'm lazy to write or I don't how to word it. So in case you want to check me out whenever I don't post for about a week or month,you can check out my twitter,I update it almost everyday!

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